i'm lazy to put any picture. yesterday was my worst day in my life and i dont wish to think of it and type it here. perhaps this family doesn't mean anything to me or i mean nothing to them. bad attitude. yes perhaps i have but trust me, it's not entirely my fault. if i have to reflect on myself and maybe you too?

i was thinking alot when i was alone in my room yesterday after i reached home. cried like shyt and eyes swollen like nobody's business. i used to be thinking that people who cut themselves are so stupid b'cos they will leave ugly scars but no, i kinda change my opinion about it. it's the pain that make you feel more comfortable.

everything isn't going according to my will. my computer doesn't want to switch on. even though it's on, it died minutes later. my itouch battery went flat. horrible feeling, it made my mood goes even more downnnnnnn.

maybe i shall end here.